The Future.

Well, it's official. I'm picking up some training DVDs this weekend for final cut. I think I need more from the world of media. I was pretty resolute on my way home that I want to be contributing to the social fiber Canada instead of wasting the country's time.

Why do I feel obligated to produce something that in some way-shape-or-form furthers society? I'm not so vain as to believe that I have all the answers, but I am smart enough to realise that I have skills that can benefit the world in some way.

What shape will that take? I don’t know. A documentary? A short? A video blog? I don’t know. I’m sick of wanting and not doing. It seems to be an ember inside me – that wanting. Drives me nuts.

Maybe it’s just the birthday talking, that’s tomorrow, and I guess the pressure of turning 27 seems to be wearing on me. 27 – not all that remarkable, but I see so many peers that seem to be in a more stable spot than I am currently. There are so many little things that seem to rub that number in. I’ll just have to deal with it I guess.

It would sure be nice to have someone to sit next to and feel warm with. That, however, is a WHOLE other story.

If anyone out there has any advice – please feel free to throw it my way.