The second Blog entry.
Well, here is is, the second entry. It's a relationship entry... what can I say... I just ended a relationship - it was a long distance relationship. It started that way and proved to be, in the end, too much distance for things to grow properly. It's unfortunate. The girl is a great person, and things were dgood when we were together, but the time apart proved to be too much. Part of me is very upset about the situation, but it's a lot smaller than the part of me that's awere this is the best decision for both of us - despite her now, "not as devoted to the idea" attitude.
Unfortunately, it's the way it has to be. Now I guess I just have to live with the decision, be firm, and live on. I just hope she can do so too - we're built differently, her and I. she much more in tune with her emotions, and she rides the peaks ad valleys of them much more than I. Once it sinks in and she gets the chance to bury herself in work, I'm sure she'll feel much better. I really hate making her feel this way, but it has to happen, even if it hurts us both.
Unfortunately, it's the way it has to be. Now I guess I just have to live with the decision, be firm, and live on. I just hope she can do so too - we're built differently, her and I. she much more in tune with her emotions, and she rides the peaks ad valleys of them much more than I. Once it sinks in and she gets the chance to bury herself in work, I'm sure she'll feel much better. I really hate making her feel this way, but it has to happen, even if it hurts us both.
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